What was it like to love him? Asked Gratitude. It was like being exhumed, I answered. And brought to life in a flash of brilliance. What was it like to be loved in return? Asked Joy. It was like being seen after a perpetual darkness, I replied. To be heard after a lifetime of silence. […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: vintage gay photo, vintage male affection
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- August 31, 2013 – 6:56 pm
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
[Your] name seemed like a wonderful gift to me. It seems so still. I have carried it for a long time, the most precious thing I owned. I spoke it rarely, so that it would not become tainted by my surroundings. I kept it buried deep inside, and when I had nothing else to cling […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: Osvaldo, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection
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- March 16, 2013 – 9:15 am
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
I woke beneath a clear blue sky — the sun a shout, the breeze a sigh. The old hometown, and the streets I knew, wrapped up in a royal blue. I heard my friends laughing out across the fields — The girls in the gloaming and the birds on the wheel. The raw smell of […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: double exposure, Josh Ritter, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection
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- June 13, 2012 – 4:22 pm
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
He was far too tasteful and far too clever, a young man of very good society, too, to make a fool of himself by acting as if he thought that his abandonment was some great tragedy. After all when his friend had said to him, “We two will have love forever”– both the one who […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem,word
Tagged: Abandonment, Cavafy, gay, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection, vintage photography
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- April 5, 2012 – 8:17 pm
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
My true-love hath my heart, and I have his, By just exchange one for the other given. I hold his dear, and mine he cannot miss: There never was a better bargain driven. His heart in me keeps me and him in one; My heart in him his thoughts and senses guides; He loved my […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: gay, Sir Philip Sydney, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection, vintage photo, vintage photography
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- March 18, 2012 – 5:05 pm
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
That was a memorable day to me, for it made great changes in me. But, it is the same with any life. Imagine one selected day struck out of it, and think how different its course would have been. Pause you who read this, and think for a moment of the long chain of iron […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,word
Tagged: Charles Dickens, Great Expectations, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection, vintage photography
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- February 7, 2012 – 6:51 pm
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
Thy voice, as tender as the light That shivers low at eve – Thy hair, where myriad flashes bright Do in and outward weave – Thy charms in their diversity Half frighten and astonish me. Thine eyes, that hold a mirth subdued Like deep pools scattering fire – Mine dare not meet them in their […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: Daguerreotype, James Fenimore Cooper, To A Friend, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection
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- January 15, 2012 – 3:52 pm
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
Sweet lad, tender lad, Have no shame, you’re mine for good; We share a sole insurgent fire, We live in boundless brotherhood. I do not fear the gibes of men; One being split in two we dwell, The kernel of a double nut Embedded in a single shell. Text: Imitation of the […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: Pushkin, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection
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- November 28, 2011 – 12:20 am
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times… In life after life, in age after age, forever. My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs, That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms, In life after life, in age after age, […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: poem, Rabindranath Tagore, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection, vintage photography
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- November 19, 2011 – 3:03 pm
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill
on this day when there’s no holiness in all this madness of tests where the heart is with the sharpest brass knife let us carve a tiny star on each other’s chest watch them light up bright red we will bless them with our lips drink life neither a seven-year itch nor death can split […]
Categories: gay,imagined histories,photography,poem
Tagged: assotto saint, valentine, vintage gay photo, vintage male affection
- Published:
- February 15, 2011 – 12:50 am
- Author:
- By Kenneth Hill